guess what? i've come to a complete stop and realized that... nobody cares. >.<

FRAME FRAME FRAME

2008-02-21T21:10:00.000+08:00

my STARframe.

with a very unique design that would suite everybodies taste.

basically made up of carton, glitters, tissue, plastic cover and some design that i harbored

form my dearest clasmate.

hand crafted to perfection.

illustrates how the tissue sticks to the base.

just to ensure the durability of every layer.

durability that can with stand some forces of nature. XD

other views...

VALENTINE special... XD

2008-02-19T20:23:00.000+08:00

Kevin, Gio, Jasper and Irni..
hahaha!!!
XD

my heroine..... XD

2008-02-17T20:24:00.000+08:00

The drugs begin to peak

A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer
You won't try to save me!
You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate.
You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can't forget, the times that I was
Lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!
You won't leave me alone.
Chisel my heart out of stone, I give in everytime.
I bet you laugh, at the thought of me thinking for myself.
I bet you believe, that I'm better off with you than someone else.
Your face arrives again, all hope I had becomes surreal.
But under your covers more torture than pleasure
And just past your lips there's more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on, I'll break you, my habit!

it's me! XD

2008-02-10T11:12:00.000+08:00

i always get the feeling of being out smarted

that is why i'm always jaded

i always hide my feelings

soo people wont give meanings

i left the door unlocked
cause i know someone would knocked
i was expecting for something
and you came, the angel that i'm always dreaming

you've chisel my heart from a stone
soo please take me to your throne
you'll always be my queen
soo please take me as your king

i'm soo tired of getting hurt

thats why i always flirt

i'm always smiling

but my inner feelings says i'm that bleeding

it's good that you can heal me

and i appreciate that you can feel me

i love it when you care

specially when you stare

a life left behind

just to make a bind

a connection that has been diconnected

just to make wrong things correct

laaaasaaang lang!!

hahaha!

buluk nu?

hehehe

i'm satisfied....

2008-02-08T21:28:00.000+08:00

i'm sooo happy.

were ok now. (i think)

yesterday was hell

last night i feel F.C. with satan

but today was soo meaningful

every time i see you smile

my heart beats fonder

i don't know what to say

i don't know how to express my emotions

crying wont help

i guess the only way to let it out

is by always SMILING

i love her..

2008-02-07T21:17:00.000+08:00

i maybe rude sometimes

i maybe "manhid"

i maybe soo "torpe"

but theres one thing i know

i know that i love you

and i really do

please forgive me for the wrong things ive done

i know words cant settle everything

let me make it up to you

i wish you'll be here with me tonight

2008-02-07T21:12:00.000+08:00

I remember the days we spent together

were not enough

and it used to feel like dreamin'

except i always woke up

Never thought not having you

here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look upand know the stars are

holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

it hurts soo much cause of not having you arround..

2008-02-07T20:51:00.000+08:00

sometimes it hurt when ur waiting for nothing

sleeping incomplete cause of not being able to say goodbye

waking up soo worried that i could burst into tears

going to school with fear that maybe of not seeing you

starting the class with the idea in one's mind that theres a problem

eating one's recess with no mood

eating one's lunch with the temptation to break rules

and ending a day with a broken heart

knowing the fact that i can't take you with me...

something is wrong...

2008-02-07T20:26:00.000+08:00

something is wrong

i'm always wrong

i noticed that i have change

i don't know whats hapening

maybe because of the pain im hidding

hidding because of the fear of getting hurt

hurt!

afraid of getting hurt!

i have this feeling that i kept inside

i kept this pain hidden for the reason of not hurting you

this pain of feeling alone

i have not told you this because

i'm afraid of hurting you

i'm afraid of what could happen

i'm afraid of everything

i am weak now

i'm sorry

there's a big change in me.

a really big gap

this gap that makes me realize

that im not the frantian you've knew before

but now a frantian that hides the pain

the frantian that you've never wished

i hope you understand

im sorry

how sorry i am...

2008-02-07T19:40:00.000+08:00

every time i see you sad

it breaks my heart

every time i see you crying

it feels like a bullet slowly piercing through my chest

i feel sooo guilty for hurting the treasure that i've always wanted

i feel soo bad for just letting you get hurt

i feel like i've done nothing to prevent those tradegies

i feel like a first grader who don't know how to read

all i know is that

i'm SORRY for being so dumb and a shithead. . . .

nakuha lang sa account ng regis. drama ni euan. XD-for my regis family

2008-01-31T21:33:00.000+08:00

At first, we were strangers.

But after that, good and lasting friendship was formed.

We maybe different in some ways, but still we stick together.

We have good and bad memories but still our friendship isn’t broken.

Our bonding are still in our memories, never been erased.

We have team worked! We fight but we reconcile.

We never forget each other, We love our section, our class, our friendship!

We know we rock! && now its time for you to know it!

Many people will walk in & out in our lives

...but only true friends will leave footprints in our hearts.

drama ko.. para sa mga clasmates ko! XD - for my regis family

2008-01-31T21:28:00.000+08:00

its sad that you judge us by the way we look not by who we are.

just because you want us to be want us to be more like them,when the truth is we are not like them and we are so damn proud of that fact. we dont need certificate or aplause just to tell us that what we did was real cause there are soo few truths in the world and when you see one you know it and i know that it is truth that real learning took place in our class, whethere you like it or not i did.cause we dont need teachers or classroom.we just need people with the disire to better themselves and we got that by the shitload at our class. so you can got ahead,suspend us, reject usor do whatever you got to do. it does not really matter at this point. cause we'll never stop learning, we'll never stop growing and we'll never forget the idea that in our hearts and in our minds cause we are shitheads now and shitheads forever and nothing you can say or do can take that away from us.

--taken from the movie "accepted"--